4/11/2012 6:00:00 AM
PT youth wins Letters About Literature
'Be proud of who you are'
Lauren Salcedo of the Leader

“You only get judged from the way you dress, the way you act, the music you listen to and the friends you have,” said eighth-grader Samantha Smith.
Smith, 14, has lived most of her life in Port Townsend. She likes to wear black and listen to heavy metal and alternative music – Black Veil Brides and the Red Hot Chili Peppers are two of her favorite bands.
Before you go putting a label on her, you should also know that she has read five books since Friday, participates in showing cats for 4-H, secretly enjoys classical music, was a member of the 2011 Rhododendron Festival Queen’s Court and plans to attend the University of Washington. She wants to be a veterinarian or study psychology; she can’t decide yet.
When asked what she is most excited about for this summer, she named two things: the state fair and a school trip to Washington, D.C.
“We spend all year getting ready for state and county fairs,” said Smith, whose 1-year-old Siamese-mix show cat, Misa, won a 2011 state championship.
She is also excited about the Smithsonian student travel trip to Washington, D.C.– a school-sponsored educational trip for which she has raised almost $2,000 by fundraising and working for the Quilcene Trail Rangers.
‘Keeping You a Secret’
The statewide Letters About Literature contest, sponsored by the Washington State Library, the Library of Congress and others, encourages students to write letters to their favorite authors, living or dead. Three winners were chosen, including Samantha Smith, 14, of Port Townsend for the grades 7-8 division. Here is her letter to Julie Anne Peters about her book Keeping You a Secret.
Dear Julie Anne Peters,
Every teenager goes through phases; phases with our style and our preferences in general. Sometimes we even start to question our orientation. Maybe we’ll notice that the girl across from us is hot, even though we, too, are girls. That’s what happened to me. I was no longer looking at a girl and thinking, ‘Oh, I like her top.’ I was looking at her and wondering about going on a date with her, even though I still liked boys. I didn’t go shout it from the mountaintops, but I did look for a good book to hide myself in. While scouring the library I fell upon your book: Keeping You a Secret.
I was really able to connect with Holland, how she was ready for the normal life: a girl meets a guy, they fall in love, have sex, and get married, not necessarily in that order. She had Seth, her boyfriend, then suddenly she met Cece and her life changed. Her thoughts shifted and she learned about a new side of herself. I’m able to connect with that, the feeling that your world’s been turned upside down and things aren’t the way they should be. I was exploring a new side of my life and mind the same way she was.
As you wrote, “It’s about getting past that question of what’s wrong with me, to knowing there’s nothing wrong, that you were born this way. You’re a normal person and a beautiful person and you should be proud of who you are. You deserve to live and live with dignity and show people your pride.” It’s startling, realizing that you’re out of the normal, even if that’s not uncommon. It’s terrifying and people can be cruel about it. But as I read this book, I knew I could be strong just like Cece and Holland were. It reminded me that being myself wasn’t a crime; that it made me unique not different.
After I finished Keeping You a Secret, I made an effort to find other books like it. I read more of your books, such as Far from Xanadu, Luna, and Define “Normal,” as well as books written by others with similar content, for example, Empress of the World by Sarah Ryan. I love how these books make me feel like I have friends in familiar situations. Even though they’re just book characters, they seem real. Sometimes their fictional actions give me the confidence that I didn’t have, to do things that I otherwise never would have done. Like the confidence to turn this letter in to my teacher.
Your Literary Believer,
Sam Smith
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